Lauren 15th May 2018

Your first birthday without you being here Nan has been strange, wanted to pick up the phone this morning and FaceTime but realised we couldn't. Hope your having a well deserved rest up there because you've definitely earnt it! I'm sure you were looking upon us all and had a little chat with Olivia the other day as I heard her having a convo and she kept saying nanny. It freaked me out a bit I'm not gonna lie but she was so happy running over to me smiling saying she talked to you. I'm sure your watching over Florence too and smiling! Probably laughing at how much the poor bugger looks like rob aswell haha. I miss you so much Nan, I wish you were still here. Even if I could just talk to you one last time. But I know your always with us and you always will be but its not the same. We love you so much big hugs we're sending upto you. Love you Nan xxxx