only me Nan, jeeze I know you said I'd have my work cut out having liv and a newborn and you were right! Even taking a shower seems impossible on some days. There's been so many days when I've wanted to call you but realised I can't because your not here anymore and it's horrible. I miss ringing you everyday and talking about things and having a moan because you'd always listen! I just wish you was still here, so I could pick up the phone. It still feels strange that your not around, we talk about you all the time, sometimes as if your still here. i just wish they took someone else and not you because you shouldn't have gone you had so many years left to live and enjoy with us all. I miss you everyday and love you always xxxx